Ramble.

Rambling away to myself again...

Went to Carousel Wednesday afternoon to cheer myself up. Which, when explained to Steve, I was laughed at for :)
But it was good, and has made me smile muchly.
Even if I did end up crying several times :
Embarrassing.

Mmm. I'm sleepy.

Bang

Bang
Originally uploaded by Paws31

Fireworks the other week at Christchurch were brilliant.

They made me smile :)

Happy

Mmm. I haven't been so happy in ages.
Today was brilliant. Absolutely.

I have much to smile about right now. :)

Correction

It isn't so bad.
I didn't totally fuck up today, and I think managed to seem like less of a mindless idiot.

On another note- Tim Minchin on Saturday. Which I'm really looking forward to....but also not because of...circumstances. Which, to be fair, are all my fault.

Fool.

First Day

First day of bloody work experience.
I don't much like it there so far; Steve scares me and it's all very exhausting but it was fun having Ken to bully all afternoon. ^_^

Steve talks very quickly, and does everything very quickly. Also, with the medication, I forget pretty much everything, so when I'm asked stuff about what I've just done two seconds beforehand, I can't remember. Steve thinks I'm really stupid, I swear. Gah.

Considering how utterly exhausted I've been lately, I'm surprised I managed today. Mind you, I don't think I'll manage tomorrow.

On the plus side, if I get a design done, then I can make it all myself for print on a t-shirt ^_^

Ahoy 'hoy

It's bloody freezing right now.

I really don't like any of the templates that Blogger has. I can't find one that I like, and if I edit one myself, then they turn out awful.
Bah.

I've nothing new to say, really...I don't think.
I haven't much of a memory at the moment. I can't remember the past week, and now can't remember what I did, if anything at all, yesterday.

Work Experience in two weeks. I'm scared. Very scared. Also, if my head is still like this then, then I won't be able to do anything. I won't be able to remember or understand what they tell me. Bugger. Oh, and to further add to it, it's quite a manual job, and of what they've told me, I'll need to do manual stuff too. That's not a good idea. As I can't currently see straight.

Yes. Enough of my whinging.

I'm off to see Robots In Disguise in October, HelloGoodbye in November, and possibly Tim Minchin in October. Mid-way through my two work experience weeks. Whoops. But Tim was booked and arranged long before I knew what dates W.E. was.

Am talking to myself...

...The post that hurts the most

Well, after completely discarding my old account on here, I decided to start using my gmail account for it instead. That is, if I use this at all.

I received an a letter this morning. Well, not really a letter as it only contained a slip of paper with about 4 lines on it...but it also had in it two plasters. But the great thing is...they were Winnie The Pooh plasters. Kim and I have a strange sort of obsession....with plasters. Hence my excitement XD

Huzzah!
Am calm.